We can't change the past, we can only move forward and become the people we were meant to be. I think it takes an incredible amount of courage for anyone to own up to the worst parts of ourselves because without that personal accountability we'll never grow. It sucks, what I call "shadow work" and yet so freeing when we do the work. I honor all parts of your growth, for who am I to judge? I never walked in your shoes. Keep letting the light in, girl! You got this.